birthday eve

tonight i said goodnight to my one year old for one last time-

my ruby will wake up (probably right around the time she was born in the mid sixes!) 

a two year old.

my little snuggler,

my baby,

is going to be two.

fittingly,

i just realized that

two years ago tonight, when i was pretending i wasn't in labor, 

(who blogs when they are having contractions?!)

i forced matt to watch the season finale of grey's anatomy with me.

tonight, i watched this year's season finale of grey's anatomy with nancy & amy.

i guess some things never change: me watching totally unrealistic and shallow tv shows.

some things do: my girls are growing up!

my heart is going crunch a little bit tonight,

thinking about how quickly this little munchkin has become a toddler.

she's pretty great.

memo to everyone: yeah, i know, m is fantastic,

but my #2?

she's got spunk, spirit, personality & is kind of irrepressible.

she's pretty awesome.

also,

i'm kind of sad there are no more babies in my house.